it's raining.....

I must say that I'm missing Damon right now. He's away visiting his family for the holidays and I've not seen for over a week. Apart from the great sex, the thing I miss the most is cuddling with him in bed. He'll be back tomorrow for two days and then he's off again for another trip for the new year.

I did get a bit of cuddling in recently, however. On Christmas Eve, I went to see the Gay Men's Chorus and then went out for a drink with a couple of friends. We ended up at this guy named Mark's house afterwards where we hung out and watched a movie and I cuddled with him for a while. He wanted me to stay, but I didn't feel right about it - Damon and I really haven't had the conversation about monogomy or non-monogomy yet and I kind of want to focus on the relationship with him for a while.

Mark's a total hottie, and under normal circumstances I would have stayed in a heartbeat.

For some reason, I've been turning a lot of heads lately. It always seems that when I'm not looking for anything, it is always there. Maybe it's the confidence that I'm feeling right now. Maybe it's just a full moon. Whatever it is, it feels good and I'm enjoying the attention.

When it rains, it pours.