single again.....

just as I was getting used to some sexual freedom.......... had dinner with Damon tonight. And we broke up. He said that things just weren't happening for him. I completely understand that. It's happened with me lots of times.... you start dating someone, and it just doesn't happen. I've dated some really hot guys in my time, but sometimes the chemistry just isn't right. You want it to, but it just doesn't happen. I respect how he feels.

I was proud of myself. I was honest with him and told him that I didn't feel the same way. I was really falling for him.

Ok. Where does a clean cut, regular guy find another guy that likes to spit, hit, spank, cum on and then cuddle? Am I a freak?

I think we'll be friends, I really do. But I'm going through a real sexual exploration phase of my life right now and I don't want to stop. Hopefully something else will come along soon.

And why is it everytime I watch a porn movie lately that I know at least one of the actors? Sheesh. I need to move to Montana.

This picture has NOTHING to do with this post, but it's hot and I need a little hotness right now.....